What I am.

I Look and see what I really am inside. And who was that? Was it who I wanted to be? Was it what I wanted or what somebody else wanted me to be? Well, actually some people WERE looking for that side of me…but was it the right people? Was it the people who would increase my beliefs and help me through all the way and not just part of the way? I don't believe so. Well, now I'm doing much better. I let go of the past, of the bad examples and people, and I know how to work situations better although I am not perfect yet. But what about the people who haven't chose that path who will help them in the future? What about the people who are suffering because they haven't changed who they are around, what they believe and how they act and what they do? Should I reach out to them and risk myself again? Or should I stay content in what changes I have made and who I am now friends with that help me though? Or should I be that good example and faithful friend to someone else who need it like my friends were? Big decision…